| "Dig in and get your hands dirty~" |
[18 Jun 2005|06:06pm] |
Been over a month since I last typed here, I think. A lot has happened, and then a lot has not.
-I was planning on going to Anime Expo next month, but I decided to not. I just had a feeling that going that week would not be smart because my mom's birthday is that week and I just found out my aunt has cancer. So I just think my mom would prefer staying home instead of going to Anaheim. There's always next year anyway.
-I passed my High School Exit Exam, go me!
-I just bought a handbook on Japanese yesterday, since I'm going to be taking classes this summer at the City College in my town. I looked it and felt a sense of dread immediately. And my first thought was, "What the hell is this crap?" (very vulgar reaction~) Maybe it'll be better than I think though.
-My internet's been going bonkers lately, but I guess that's why it's a good thing that I have the Sims 2 to play in my idle time (it's a regular drama!).
-Raiza's off somewhere again (in Rhode Island this time). I would think I'd be used to it by now (since she's been to three places already since I've known her ~_~), but I guess I'm still kind of jealous. I guess I could ask my parents, but I'd feel bad just leaving them behind, you know?
-JOJOUSHI IS THE BEST. But I still wish Hyde would cut his hair..and Gackt >>;.
-Officially I'm now a Junior in High School ~_~. This year I gotta work harder *determination!*.
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[17 May 2005|03:41pm] |
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"UNDO" - COOL JOKE |
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Ah, why does this scare me a little? Maybe cause when looking at it I see: 1) Hyde, not Gackt. 2) A man who desperately needs to sleep for many many hours.
Maybe I'll post some sim stuff later, but I am so lazy lately XD;.
Oh. I got accepted to a higher class of English. Makes me happy, because sometimes I hear about really dumb kids getting in and I wonder (in big, bold caps): "WHY? HOW?" I realize how conceited that kind of sounds, but I can't help it. I really love English and writing and stuff like that and big words make me feel smart!. So it's kind of annoying when the class I get stuck in still doesn't know what an antonym is. But I finally got accepted, oh boy~ (it's not sarcastic. Really XD. I am just feeling kinda tired today~)
( Scary how true memes can be sometimes... )
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| suddenly everyday~ |
[13 May 2005|07:10pm] |
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"Jojoushi" - L'Arc~en~Ciel |
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Okay, yeah I've been neglecting this journal more and more~
I love BLACK STONE by Gackt. It wakes me up in the tiring mornings XP.
I absolutely adore Jojoushi by L'Arc~en~Ciel. It is just...it's so beautiful ._.~ And sometimes, when I listen really carefully to Hyde and the music, I feel like crying because it's just so beautifully sad~ Reminds me of Forbidden Lover, but then not.
Wibbles has paid to change her journal name, the silly one~ But even though the name has changed, my love has not! What is a rose by any other name!? I have no idea!
AP test is over. SAT is coming up next month. World History class is pretty calm now, when before it was full of assignments. And now, all my other class flood with assignments when before I had a moderate amount of work XP. It's funny~
I wonder if my Latin teacher can read the Italian in the Jojoushi PV. He knows many languages~
KAT-TUN did a cover song on New World by L'Arc~en~Ciel too. It amuses me...by a lot XD.
I already pre-ordered L'Arc~en~Ciel's upcoming album, AWAKE. Jojoushi is what finalized the decision >>;;.
A friend at school recommended I read the manga, Death Note. Apparently it's pretty recent but...it seems interesting in some ways.
I'm tired of school. I think I caught Senioritis early~
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| Notice? Kind of~ |
[21 Apr 2005|06:23pm] |
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"Anemone" - L'Arc~en~Ciel |
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Apparently since my paid account is now gone, my photo album will die too. Thus is why I uploaded most pictures to photobucket and replaced the links on the last two Sim-related posts...cause those are most recent and all, yes?
Viva la G'Reek~en~Ciel! *runs off into the sunset!*
Other than that...I hate standardized testing put forth by the state every year >.>;.
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| Like baby gyoza in the morning~ |
[18 Apr 2005|07:54pm] |
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Yay yay, got my AP prep book. Didn't have it before, strangely. But I have it! It's...a lot to study >.>;.
Last week was kind of hard, trying to adjust back to going to school and doing hmwk.
Though I think my school's computer teacher is onto me. Wonders why I keep walking in to print things during lunch and so. I print the history notes from a website, if you wonder. But my history teacher encourages so, so I figure it's cool. But yeah, I had to lie and say my printer is dead. It's not, but it is a hassle to print anyway. Fu fu fu~
( Sims have invaded my skull~ )
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| Savvy! |
[13 Apr 2005|05:26pm] |
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"metropolis" - L'Arc~en~Ciel |
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Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male |
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
....And thus, everything is explained XD. I am amused~
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| My inner self is calling from my DNA~ |
[12 Apr 2005|04:07pm] |
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"REVERSE" - TETSU69 |
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Your Seduction Style: The Dandy |
You're a non-traditionalist, not limited by gender roles or expectations.
Your sexuality is more fluid than that - and you defy labels or categories.
It's hard to pin you down, and that's what's fascinating about you.
You have the psychology of both a male and a female, and you can relate to anyone. |
Muahahahahahaha XD
( Got Hyde? )
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| "Come on, baby!" |
[10 Apr 2005|05:57pm] |
Just watched Laruku's Grand Cross Conclusion DVD...finally. I've have a VCD of it since August I think~ and the DVD for over a month but I never watched it all until today (mostly cause my mom and brother went off to Irvine to check out the college there so I am home alone with my daschund). But oh. My. God.
L'Arc~en~Ciel are sooo f*cking CUTE x_x~~~ I think they kinda mellowed out a bit after GCC though, and that made me a bit sad cause...jesus, I was dying from cuteness x_x.
Ken is the pimpmaster and Hyde and Tetsu and Yukkie and the Heaven's Drive dancers are his h0s looks good in hats.
But yes, minutes were spent giggling over Ken and Hyde's glittery outfits, Tetsu's hair, Yukkie's playboy shirt, Hyde's humping dancing, Hyde's tongue, Hyde's bare torso, Hyde's bulge Yukkie's smile, Hyde-Ken interaction, Hyde-Yukkie interaction, Tetsu-Yukkie interaction, Ken-Yukkie interaction, and Ken's weirdness in general.
The cameraman was funny too.
Cameraman: *chases after Tetsu!*
Tetsu: *runs away with bass!* You can't catch meeee~ :D!
Cameraman: *steps away from Ken!*
Ken: *pursues with guitar!* I know you luff me~~ :D!
But omg, the Blurry Eyes MC...wtf Ken XD.
Tetsu: Minna genki?!
Ken: *mimicking the audience's cheering* :o~~~~!
Tetsu: [something something]
Ken: :o~~~~~~~!
Tetsu: [something something something]
Ken: XO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!
Hyde: IKU ZOU, TOKYO!
Ken: 8O~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!
And at the end when Yukkie was standing alone, I seriously wondered if swanky pr0n music would start playing and Yukkie would strip dance XD.
I loved it overall XD. Seemed to go faster than a Gackt concert, but that's okay cause it was full of great laughs and great eyecandy XP.
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| Into the cosmos with you~ |
[09 Apr 2005|02:44am] |
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"HEAVEN'S DRIVE" - L'Arc~en~Ciel |
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Gackt looks like Hyde in the new Arena37c and it amuses the hell out of me XD. Though...looks really good actually >.>;. At least the cover, I don't know about the 2nd pic~.
I downloaded the New World single of Laruku the other day. I really like the songs, even "Kasou 2005." Though I must admit I think I like the original "Kasou" by some degree more XD;. I can't hear Tetsu too well in the 2005 version cause of all the guitar >>;. Buuuuut maybe it's supposed to be that way XD;. Either way, I like it *shrug*. It just sounds more like metal or rock to me, but then...you know, I hardly know the difference between rock and punk >>;. It's just when I listened "Milky Way p'unked" it really sounded like something punk. "Round and Round 2005" and "Kasou 2005" not as much. But what do I know, right? P'Unk~en~Ciel is nifty either way.
Wibbles has left me for the country called Japan. Or she will, in like a few hours. Wishes that the flight will be good, even without the comfort of an iPod. Muses will have to be calm till their next roleplay. I wonder what happened the rp journals I had though. I mean, after the discovery of Ragnarok Online, the spiders have probably made it their home. Oh well. I doubt I can write elegantly anymore, if I ever wrote elegantly XP.
( The Evolution of a Sim? Extremely large picture warning )
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| "Let us pray HARD!" |
[06 Apr 2005|02:08am] |
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"Love Letter (Yume Ongakukan live)" - Gackt |
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My journal grows cold and dusty as I ignore it every passing day~
Oh well XP.
Anyway, High School Exit Exam is done with. AP test coming closer. But now it's Spring Break so I sleep in till like 1pm. Though, I really should consider waking up earlier so my day lasts longer. Oh well XP.
For some time, my Sims 2 wasn't working. It made me sad. But I got rid of the corrupt file that was killing it >:o. So maybe more exciting screenshots later~
Raiza showed me screenshots of the Eien live from the Otakon live. I don't think I've ever seen him so sad ._. *or maybe I just haven't watched enough lives*. And on the Music Station Special, Hyde looked really sad when Hitomi no Jyuunin played and the footage was so pretty ._.~ Why'd I delete that live? Oh wells.
Gackt was so cute on Yume Ongakukan ("Okaeri Gakuto~"), and his lives were beautiful ._.~ But he looked so sad too during Love Letter =/. I wanted to hug him~
Oh, and Raiza's journal married mine. Though mine is as cold as a fish~
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| "Kitto kitto~" |
[14 Mar 2005|03:15pm] |
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My internet was down for like...three days. If I didn't have a Latin essay to write or the incredible urge to play Ragnarok Online I probably wouldn't have minded as much as I did (still would've minded though). And High School Exit Exam to-morrow. Oh snap.
I have a feeling that I'll die on Wednesday's exam, because that one is alll math- and I'm no good in math XD;. Tomorrow is English though :3. Should be easy though..if they want everybody to pass eventually XD;.
I still have hmwk though. Bleh. And text messaging is so tedious that I hate it, but did it anyway yesterday. I need a better cell phone. My keitai strap from Nippon Crown though makes me happy, as it jingles :3~
...I wonder if I could make Last Quarter sims. Because no matter how much I didn't like the movie, I liked the outfits..for the most part at least. And Moon Child sims. Mmm..~ Kei sim~ I'd have to learn how to customize hair though..which so far I haven't found anything on XD;.
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[10 Mar 2005|04:23pm] |
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"Over and Over -Chris Coco remix-" - Every Little Thing |
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( DO NOT READ )
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[20 Feb 2005|02:56am] |
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"Orenji no Taiyou" - Gackt & HYDE |
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I think my right speaker is not working, cause I can only hear Hyde in one part of Orenji no Taiyou where Gackt is supposed to follow up after, and rinse and repeat. But that's okay. It's like the Jougen no Tsuki concert where I thought, "Aw, he sounds so alooone~" XD;. But I like how Hyde sings Orenji no Taiyou. It's really pretty :3.
( Because I have no life- 'All My Sim Components pt 4 as I realized later' )
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| "kimi wo mamoritai~" |
[14 Feb 2005|03:15pm] |
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"etude" - Gackt |
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Never thought Valentine's Day at my school could be so revolting. Signs of "Are you in love?" and "Did Cupid's arrow miss you?" on the walls made my day a long one, I assure you (Cupid's an evil, manipulative angel anyway). Tried to get my friend a carnation (sold at the school for $1). Got there the minute it sold out. Was rather disappointed, being that I felt I owed my friend somewhat as I've known her since I was 4-years-old, and she hadn't received a formal valentine, whatever formal valentines are.
Don't think I want a boyfriend though, least not now. 99% of my school are masses of stupidity and immaturity anyway. A flower makes me happy though, I admit. Should've bought myself one.
I don't know- don't really like how Valentine's Day is so hyped up everywhere. Makes people feel bad, you know? It's just not cool sometimes. Especially when I hear from my mom, who talked to my brother about it, that some girls in my school expect to receive jewelries, candies, stuffed animals, cards maybe, balloons perhaps, flowers and more flowers in order to feel loved by their male-friend. And my mom also told me of this junior-high girl who got a boyfriend just to receive gifts on Valentine's. Makes me feel sick. So materialistic- and just to show off in my opinion.
In comparsion and contrast though, I (and I have been told this by my mother as well) have girlishly (or Gacktishly) romantic ideals of having a guy-friend whom I could trust and be devoted to in that loyal-sort-of-way-that's-almost-like-soulmatish. I just think that's better. Which is why all the movies most girls in my school like, I don't like or I think the guy is insanely obsessed like the Phantom of the Opera, sans the murdering and violence >>;. Like, you know, that guy in The Notebook.
Gackt's Love Letter album makes me feel better though. Calms me down.
..I need a new icon >_>;.
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